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11/16/09Y

It's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high.
Above the fear of your mind, go for it.
It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit.
You gotta show 'em how bad you really want this, so...

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Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the green, on your hopes you must lean
From your fears, you have to wean yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

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This is it, all eyes on you.
So stay on point and prove,
that you deserve whats long overdue.

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My heart is still recovering,
From the heartbreak of another kind,
I'm still drying my tears.
Getting over my own fears in my life.
So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,
To give it my all...


So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough, to give my all... That line had a very hard punch on me. It's uber hard to explain the kind of life that I currently have. :| Honestly, I want to let everything out. LET IT ALL OUT. But I'm afraid to hurt that one person - the one who took good care of me when I was little, and up to now, he continues to protect me. This man means a lot to me. He sacrificed a lot just to give me not just my needs, but also my wants. I love my father, though I often cause him headaches. :p I pray that there will come a time that I can tell him everything. My grandparents are also relying on me, so I can't just let them down. If only he'll open his eyes.. wide enough to see how bad the world is to us. :|



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